This isn't going well. I feel really bad about it, too. I just don't know what to do!
I actually went down in word count from the other day, because I changed my mind about something so I cut out three or four sentences. And I didn't write today. I was out all day. Perhaps before bed I'll write. Maybe tomorrow. I feel really sad. I hate that I'm struggling so much with this.
One of my English professors runs the Young Writers' Conference in our area and I was going to help out and I was really excited. But, she didn't get enough applicants to make it really work, so it's cancelled. It's disappointing, but I know there will be another opportunity in August 2012. At least, I hope so.
I need to write. I want to write. I just don't really know what to write.